Hi, my name is Erika, welcome to a peek
into my life. I recently decided that starting a blog was a good
idea, and it seems you've stumbled onto the product.
I'm starting I Wonder as I Wander as a
way to help me appreciate the things in life that many take for
granted and find art, beauty and excitement in the day to day.
For a brief period in my life I was a
rambler. I loved to travel, and explore. I was creative and
adventuresome.
I was in college.
I didn't yet understand how real adult
life often leads people to settle down and get jobs and leaves very
little room for the kind of escapades that I had grown accustomed to.
I had every intention of living my life, one city at a time.
But then came a day when, for various
reasons, I decided that I wanted stability. I no longer looked
forward to applying for a new job every 8 months, trying to find a
new place to live through questionable internet postings and awkward
phone calls. I needed to stay. So I put down some roots. I
developed routines. Things started to become familiar.
And then recently I had an existential
crisis. I had become boring. Life was about waking up, going to
work, coming home to cook dinner and relaxing until it was time to
sleep and then start all over again. What had happened to me?
So now I'm starting an experiment. I'm
going to start doing more things for me. I'm going to appreciate the
process of creation - something as simple as cooking dinner, or
getting dressed in the morning can be a creative and adventurous
experience. I'm going to find new exciting things in this familiar
city.
I don't want this blog to be a downer.
I haven't been swallowed whole by the corporate “Man” just yet
and I'm re-claiming my life. I still have wanderlust – and maybe
I'll let it run wild every once and a while, but for now I'm going to
find my adventures in simple.
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